“Nobody understands me”
Have you ever thought of this?
I used to have this thought.
I dug deeper.
I have this thought because ‘I don’t understand myself’.
I justify myself with thoughts that justifies my actions. Then I give these reasons to someone else.
And I am judging myself from inside, the don’t understand me.
Why? because I don’t believe in it myself
These are excuses, made up thoughts.
I have sat down and thought about it, to make sense of what happened.
May be it is a situation that I feel responsible for.
May be I feel humiliated and I want to protect my self image.
Then I make up reasons to protect this image, tell the other that this is why I behaved like that.
I don’t want you to reject me.
But, I am rejecting myself, the other is often unaware of this.
The truth is I don’t understand me.