Lonely

Why am I sad? I don’t have what others have. Arising from the comparison. I am not as successful as someone else, my closest friend, my ex-girlfriend. I look at her Instagram stories and pics and get jealous. That sadness is really envy. They’re so together, I can’t tell the difference. Loneliness. loneliness is in relation to others. If there was no one else here…

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Fragmented thoughts

I don’t agree with the early posts on this blog that I’ve written. I cringe when I read them. How could I have been that stupid? The thing is I am not sure about the things I write, I think and certain things kinda make sense. I write about that. Then again the same thing does not apply to a different area if you know…

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Doing nothing

Set an intention – the spiritual teacher said. It is all about intention. Set your intentions before meditation. that’s when you have to seriously question, whether the so-called spiritual teacher knows anything about meditation. I know something about meditation. And it is not that. The intention is a product of thought. And meditation is anything but thought. Intention creates effort. Because it sets an expectation….

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Recommendations

Flight booking kiwi –  is really the only one app you actually need. Their tooling is really good. google flights have caught up with kiwi in a sense, in terms of feature.  I use to see if I can get a lower price than on kiwi. Accommodation Airbnb booking.com hostelworld For deciding where to go kiwi explore nomadlist numbeo.com Favorite European Budget Carriers Ryanair Wizzair…

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Freedom and expression

We have become obsessed with expressing ourselves. Find your voice. Express yourself, let your genius shine. I want to throw up when I hear someone say something along these lines. Freedom is apparently the freedom to do whatever we want. What is freedom? Our freedom is a reaction. I feel suffocated, trapped, oppressed, so I want to lash out and call that freedom. That is…

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